Love My Soul, Not Just My Body

Eyes. Dimples. Lips. Neck. Shoulders. Breast. Nipples…. You get it, right? All of these lovely body parts that are meant to be honored, kissed, and caressed are there, but that’s not just the entire makeup of a person. What about long convo’s about the cosmos, God, souls, business ideas, and healing the world?

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I have encountered this idea of moving fast endless times in between me being a “baby savage” and a good girl. Just when you think about giving someone a chance, they talk about sex. I like to read, converse, and debate you know!?! *sigh*

You can busy yourself with learning the mechanics of my body and how and when to touch me, but when that dissipates, because it will, you will have never knew all about nurturing my mind and soul. You would have missed out on the best part of …me.

I have set myself up failure in the past. Ughhh…thinking, okay…I’m just going to let him taste… but get caught up in the bodily emotions. Nahhhhh…..at some point you have to renew and break habits. On my journey in 2017, I’m finding me. In that same respect, whoever I choose to deal with, I want that person to learn me and love me. Touch my heart and soul, not just my G-spot. Know my inner workings, so that you’ll be able and better prepared to know my outer workings. Accept me with all of my flaws. Love my soul first and my body second. I am more than sex. You are more than sex. You’re that imperfect  person, lover and a dreamer!

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Who is She?

I’ll be honest, I fell for the bullshit before…the lies. I won’t say never again…but I’m much wiser and keener on reading people and keeping my past lessons to the forefront often now. Your flesh is something serious. Life is the experience and lessons.

Lesson: Any man/woman that feels it necessary to rush sex as the part of the “getting to know you” process….I would advise to think long and hard about that. Choose to be with someone who will respect you and your wishes while still showing love and affection. It’s not easy to keep all that horniness under control…and you’ll probably want to call up an old person…Don’t do that either. You let the chips fall where they laid on those past situations…no need to revive old experiences. Nope, nada, zilch.

 In time, the universe will send someone your way that is respectful, chivalrous, compatible, who will love you, and… can lay it down….I’m just saying! 😉

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Road to healing…

We make mistakes of moving too fast and not giving that true chance of getting to know someone. Tame your flesh. You will get there!

 

Peace and Blessings,

Random Mixed Chick

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Oracle Card Readings-Prosperity

My Oracle 4-Card Spread

I was attracted to the Namaste deck(blessing & divination cards) by Toni Carmine Salerno because of how peaceful it felt and the butterfly. Butterflies always resonate with me because I nicknamed myself Butterfly in my younger days, what they represent, and the fact that while I was burying my mom, this butterfly kept flying around me. I knew it was her.

I am a novice and willing to practice on willing participants, in public and private. However, for now, I am practicing on myself. I have no intentions to do this for money (things may change in future…who knows), but I am doing this more for healing myself and others.

I began by lighting my candles/incense, praying, and channeling God, my higher self(leave ego at the door), and my ancestors, and my angels/spirit guides who protect and help me navigate this world. I’ve notice that I read myself better when I can clear my head(I am a thinker, so it’s really hard sometimes) and breathe. Take me out the equation and let this message come through.

I’ve been practicing with a 4 Card Spread representing the situation, obstacles, recommended actions, and outcome….in that order. I take note of the back description and what the imagery it is telling me. It could change every time.

 

Tonight, I asked “Will I receive a $2000.00 bonus?

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We all know a little prosperity change jingling in your pocket never hurts! And…you can help others too.

  1. Situation: “A Blessing from The Light”- Blessing from my guides…God…love and light it surrounds me. We like light because it represents pureness, protection, and it just makes you feel good. So, to know that the universe has my back is a good thing. I am on some pure intention stuff. Be hope to others…do your mission to heal.
  2. Obstacles: “A Blessing Woven in Time”- We never want to hear “in time”…it’s that instant gratification that we have to feel. I took from this card that my time is coming soon to have blessings and prosperity. Look within…I could then be a blessing to others…that light…from the first card.
  3. Recommended Actions: “The Blessing in Faith”- Just like in Christianity(i might add, i don’t necessarily practice the faith any longer, but will reference and support anyone who does), faith through obstacles are simply challenges you can get through. Are you going to give up, or fight your way through it and persevere?  This card had lots of red and mountains…with purple details…purple to me is regal and loyal… are you going to have faith and overcome? Go through the fire to get to the other side…the bigger goal. For me, this represent my current struggles at work… am I going to stand strong, have faith  & patience that everything will work out in my favor, OR, am I going to say forget the challenge and give up because I don’t see progress?
  4. Outcome: “Blessing through Emotional Upheaval”- In comparison to my current situation, I read this card as many people involved and many hearts involved…loyalty(coworkers to the job)… this card basically said…hey, it’s going to be a storm! That’s the outcome…it’s going to seem crazy and confusing, but just wait. Blessings will be revealed and this is all happening for a reason. It said everyone will benefit. Well, these past 2 months have been shaken up, especially in my work life. I felt not appreciated (don’t get that feeling of being “owed” after everything subsides though) and I felt like it was discrete favoritism going on, so I addressed it as such. I broke down and had an anxiety attack and wanted to just pick up and leave everything with my kids, or just let me little soul go on to glory( i just blogged about that…). Those crazy moments were supposed to happen. So, I’m in a much better place today. Before I get too caught up in “emotional upheavals”, I go out in nature and ground myself. I am so much better when I do that! 🙂 By the way, just say i did get a little blessing at work 🙂

Thank you for reading!

Peace and Blessings,

Random Mixed Chick

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“I give myself away…” :)

Hello Guys and Gals,

I left you adownload (1)ll temporarily, but i am back! Did you miss me? 🙂

I felt inspired for many reasons tonight/this morning, but one in particular was that this month, September, was the month I visited my mom in the hospital and about 5 weeks from the day that she passed away. This post is my update with her passing/depression/mourning/new life/ new thinking… yes it is that much!

At the beginning of 2013, I found myself at times very unstable and depressed because I had to find  a way to cope. I searched many sites and talked to many people, but I found for me that it had to be My process of how I was going to deal with it.

I fell into the deepest depression that i have ever felt. Know what pulled me out?

Meditating on the Word and praying to my God.

This is why i want to share this song at the bottom with you all because it came to me as I was trying to fall asleep moments ago. I had to give myself away so He could use me. My trials are not my trials alone, I share my experiences with others to give them the right words to hear when they experience my trials.

I still cry and mourn every now and then for her, but i pick myself back up with hopes that her memory never fades in my mind and that i meet her in the Spirit world when it is my time.

Back in March and April, I was still deeply depressed and going through relationship issues, but found my way back to the Bible, listening to gospel(I havent completely let go of my R&B and Neo Soul), and started thinking positive.

I’m better, but it’s a day by day process.

Today…I still “Give myself away…” 🙂

Peace and Blessings,

Random Mixed Chick

William McDowell “I give myself away” Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5rrrGYt5EY&list=PL7699D493C8165C21